Peaks and TroughsSeptember 8, 2009 at 6:28 pm | Posted in healing, Shaman, World of Warcraft | Leave a comment
Tags: friends, healing, loot, raids, Shaman, trez, World of Warcraft
I had a strange night’s raiding last night. Herewerd got to finish off a Naxxaramas run by killing Sapphiron and Kel’Thuzad as part of a short-numbered run; 19 in total.
To be perfectly honest, I didn’t think we’d do it, so was remarkably surprised when we did. Well done, our lot! Then, to cap it all off, Voice of Reason rolled out of Kel’Thuzad’s frosty-cold bum, and I got it (I shall miss my Saronite Defender, but it was time it was upgraded).
After which we went to Osidian Sanctum, which I’d never been to, and after a short but bloody set of encounters, I got the gloves for my armour set. Bonus!
Finally, we dropped down to a 10-man set for the Trial of the Champions. Not been on the 10 man version before, along with most of the rest of the raid, so we just bounced off it for a while, at the same time as getting some experience of the place.
So, in Warcraft terms it was a good evening. I stopped caring about epixxx and phat lewtz a long time ago, but I do care about how my little blue space-demon looks, and the Saronite Defender does look a lot like a combat-based ironing board. Voice of Reason has a much more demented look to it… As well as enhancing my frankly absurd “+Heal”, which in turn makes other people think I *must* be a great healer, and yes, I *should* be on the raid.
Yet all this was tinged with a heavy sense of regret that after this raid night, things would be changing. A lot.
There are two main reasons that I’m in the raid community. First is that a group of real life friends are in it. And seeing as they all live in another city, it’s a great way of keeping in touch, and seeing how life is going. THe second is that when I joined the community, they didn’t have a Shaman that signed regularly.
Well, over the last few weeks a few more Shamans joined the community. So Herewerd’s less of a special snowflake than he was. In the grand scheme of things, that’s nothing. I’ve still been able to get the amount of raiding I want to get done, as due to various real-life obstructions, raid signups haven’t been so heavy (hence short-numbered runs to Naxxaramas and other sundry places).
But my friends leaving is another matter. Someone they’ve raided with in the past is setting up a raid guild, and asked them for help. So they’ve moved their raiding characters to this new guild, having left the community.
Now, don’t get me wrong here. I’m not upset with them, as they’re off helping someone else, and from what they’ve said they’re moving to a guild-based raid. Now that will allow them to shape it to the way that they like to play, which is informal but insanely progress based, as opposed to the sometimes warm and woolly anarchy that you can get with a community.
I’m just wondering what I should do now. Not raiding means I get my Monday evening back, and I can do other things during that time, including getting to bed half an hour earlier. A lot of the fun of raiding was being there with mates, so if my mates aren’t there there’s commensurately less fun. But I also enjoy raiding, for many different reasons.
However, I have made a decision to PUG more, so maybe Monday could become my PUG night, and that way I can start having a look at all the instances I seem to have missed in the last few months.
Hmm. This is all turning into an even more confused ramble than usual, so I think I’ll take my time, see what my options are, and welcome this opportunity for change. A little chaos is good for the soul.